Blixa wrote:Why? Why would a divine being place within me a fine intelligence only to condemn me to life of rote reproduction?
Blixa, Blixa, Blixa.
HM isn't confined only to reproduction. That would be a total waste of her abilities. She has other tasks up there... I think she even has some small tasks down here. But for a good reason, her and Father have agreed to keep her hidden for the time being. She loves us insanely though - I can tell you that much.
Why would the talents I've magnified on my earthy sojourn count for not? Why would I consent to worship a being who seemingly cared little for that which makes me myself, who sought to limit my eternal capacities?
Blixa, you look through it with the lens of a critic, but you have never looked at it through the lens of a believer. One of the advantages of seeing it through the lens of a believer is that you get to think about what it would be like to be in such a position. And I can tell you, God treasures his wife beyond all things; even more than us in a way. He and her have such a glorious mairrage of purity... it's amazing, that it is. And their unity is like... non human. It really isn't what the critics make it out to be, that it isn't.
I really would suggest that you ask Father about it, rather than ask critics, who have never experienced it, before you think you are going to be unwillingly limited or controlled. It is much different than they portray it to be.
Better to rule to Hell than serve in that Heaven...
Mmm... I don't think one understands what the definition is of a husband in heaven... it is utter sacrifice to the wife. Utter and complete. Service is the definition of a mairrage up there; both members serve the other completely, losing themselves, and in doing so, become one.