RockSlider wrote:ldsfaqs,
All I know is that my experience was one that cut me to the core, that left a gaping wound deep into my soul, that shook the foundations of my marriage and my family. I tried to cling to the one truth, which comforted me, and for so many years that I diligently sought after, and the other truth, which I fought to reconcile, which scared me, which left me very alone.
My previous statement was based on my experience of not shelving it, but taking it on headlong, too much and too fast. It may have seemed as a shallow/hollow statement … an echo of others … but it is not.
It was the most devastating time of my life. I hope that your two truths continue to work for you, or at least one of them does not ever come crashing down too quickly, with the emotional/interpersonal Tsunami that follows.
You haven't been following I guess...... I've already been there.
I'm both a convert to the Church and have left it and been anti-mormon.
Of course, since I was a convert, I wasn't so "emotionally" involved in having changed my mind, but I know the worst of pain in many other ways, especially recently. But, that's another story.