This is great. However, could you please provide a little context for this specific example. In particular, could you describe the condition of your faith (what it is you may or may not have believed about the gospel) at the time of asking the question above, and what prompted you to ask?
The reason I ask is, we are talking about distractions that may cause a loss of faith. If, at the time of your asking the above question, you had no faith, then your example doesn't apply.
No, I had not yet lost faith. I was still active in church, and still believed that the church was true. Yes, I was troubled by things I was reading about church history, but I still felt these issues could be resolved
if the church was true. I had joined the church based on my testimony of the Book of Mormon, but the truthfulness of the Book of Mormon and the truthfulness of the church as the "one true church" are two different things, as any member of an off-shoot LDS sect will affirm. I decided I needed a witness that the church was, as it claimed, the "one true church" in order to help me figure out how to resolve the issues.
Adding on - this was actually the second period in my life in which I asked God if the LDS church is the "one true church". The first time was as a nineteen year old investigator. The missionaries had taught me to ask God if the Book of Mormon was "true", and if the LDS church is the one true church. I asked about the Book of Mormon the first night, and received a strong positive answer. So I was filled with faith and confidence that I would receive an equally strong answer the next night when I prayed about the truthfulness of the LDS church. Instead, I was met with dark silence... just like I would face again 14 years later.
I went ahead and joined the church because my sister and the missionaries convinced me that if the Book of Mormon were true, then the church had to be true. Deep down, I knew this was logically fallacious, but, by that time, I really
wanted the church to be true, so was easily convinced. Years later, after reading several books about early church history, I decided that I really needed God to answer that question. I had spent the intervening 14 years as a faithful member of the church. Certainly I had given God good evidence of my sincerity.
Still no answer.
Beastie ask God about Bill's church:
