DonBradley wrote:Arguing (however poorly) against one of the several arguments for their sincerity hardly leads to your closing conclusion: "They knew."
Your argument also assumes a vast conspiracy..
..left a trail of insincere personal diaries, family letters, letters to one another, etc., etc., etc., affirming what they all knew to be false, but without ever breaking ranks or even hinting that it was false.
..It would be infinitely easier to believe that you yourself are the pretender--a TBM posing as an ex-Mo to make the rest of us look like fools who will believe any outlandish thing that makes the LDS church look bad.
Back up, Don. Your journals - always the truth? Always what you would write if you were on truth serum? Hardly. You are painting a self portrait. I kept 2 journals over the past 10 years. A small (encrypted) one for myself that will go when I die and one for my posterity.
If the GA's don't (did not) know, particularly over the past several years, surely they have separated themselves from the masses as many social architects do (besides, they know what is best for us, so they are selective in their tutalage).
Call it conspiracy or a vast one. Or call me a foolish ex-mo pretender TBM? Whatever. GA's are not chosen by the people, they are chosen by those that maintain the corporation's cohesiveness.
It's a little church. It's insignificant to the rest of God's children and always will be. Although it has affected me and my loved ones most deaply.