Quasimodo wrote:Nightlion wrote:When Alma says we will be taken home to that God who gave us life, do not expect to see God anytime soon. The HOME is the radiating LOVE OF GOD that fills all things like a constant Sun.
I got extremely close to this for three days over ten years ago. I was given to chose to cross over or not.
I'd very much like to hear more about this, Night. Were you greeted by lost relatives? Was there a tunnel?
I had been fired from a job with minimal prospects of any career with a wife, and five kids entering their teen years. I needed greater strength to 'overcome the world' so to speak. I fasted for a great length of time. While working part time jobs from a staffing firm I fasted with no food or drink for ten straight days. I was working too hard to keep that up so I decided to drink one regular sized bottle of Gatorade, or an orange juice each day and continued not to eat. About day twenty-one I became aware of the other side in a spiritual way. I was not seeing it. I was feeling it. It was drawing me towards it the more I fixed upon it. I was working a job that required I walk inside a warehouse filling orders walking what amounted to a distance of about 8 miles a day.
One day I was sitting in my Chevy minivan about to go somewhere when all the power to live suddenly drained out of me. It was put into my mind as to whether or not I would like to die or continue to live. For my family's sake I wanted to live. It was only me and my thoughts there in a dramatic communion with God. I remained fully conscious and not aware of a spirit world.
No sooner had I made my choice than my strength return to me and I was no longer aware of the spiritual realization of the Love of God that shines on the other side of the veil.
I continued to fast as I was wont for another twenty days. I got many things from this epic fast:
I knew of the reality of the power of God's love that fills the other side of the veil.
I knew that God's power was purposely keeping me alive and thriving while I fasted and worked hard everyday.
I knew that I was given the faith to accomplish this fast.
I gained the power and faith to return to another former employer (not the same one who had just fired me) and work like ten men (way overworked and pissed off everyone around me) until they gave me a permanent position that would secure my family's needs for as long as I want to stay. No way I work like that now.
Sorry that I got nothing more for you.