Nightlion wrote:just me wrote:
What is the "feminine" that you sacrificed. Please enlighten us as to what constitutes "feminine" and "masculine."
I'd also like to know what that has to do with who you are sexually attracted to.
Intelligence is not created or made. It is light and truth. It is not sexual. We stepped out of the light of truth as independent organized spheres of existence. We were given the knowledge that pertained to our "assigned" sphere of existence. Human for us.
You have to realize that God did not come by way of the seeds. God cannot be a sexual being. That is the reality of who God is. The feminine side of God is manifested mostly in the Christ. He suffers in great agony to bring forth his seed conceived by his shed blood and sacrifice. He calls his chickens under his wings as a female hen to gather them to nurture them. Who can deny that God draws upon the feminine in the atonement? We are to be born of God.
God has included in a fullness of light and truth the feminine, his wisdom as it was called anciently when someone else realized this and of course that knowledge got polluted. I mean of course people have not been thinking about this at all in our day and time. We also had to a lesser degree according to our intelligence light and truth that could support sexual assignment to male or female. God required of us to be divided according to seed life requirements of sexual assignment. Basically he was dividing so as to conquer his enemy. Removing half of who we are weakens us that we can pose no threat to his kingdom.
Those who intended to threaten the kingdom of God were cast out. The natural man is always an enemy to God. Hence the gospel was designed to change the natural man and raise him up as the seed of God to a higher state of existence. The gospel is not sexual conception but spiritual. To God all things are spiritual and never is he carnal nor sensual. D&C 29.
That is God and once we sacrifice half of who we are we remain less than God is. Seems like asking too much. The Devil thought so and stepped off. In our seed/sexual assignment he commanded us to be so "assigned". Notice that is the same as when we were taken out of the light of truth and "assigned" (D&C 93) a specific sphere of existence.
I mean, what if we somehow knew that we should have been unicorns and not human? Should we act out as unicorns, is that what demons are doing manifesting as all sorts of contorted beings? Sorry, just having a bit of fun here.
God made us and has the right to assign us at will. If 1/3rd of all the hosts of heaven were so offended at losing half their intelligence would you not suppose that a great many more were just as offended but feared to rebel and would seek to continue anyway? Seems very likely. And so how would these secret agents finally be detected? The rejection of sexual assignment would manifest precisely as they do in this physical world.
We could project how many varied choices could alter our fate. If you kept a deep hatred of sexual assignment thinking that resisting this might preserve a fullness of intelligence for you to remain all you are and not have to sacrifice if you resisted, then perhaps it would manifest as hatred for the opposite sex. Nobody hates themselves, or do they, transgenders? hmm? This opens up lots of interesting scenarios. If someone harbored hatred for the existence of an opposite sex for billions of years up there, and when they get here promptly continue that hatred to some greater or lesser degree, sexual identity would follow accordingly. They reject an opposite sex and when the sex drive of the physical world manifests it will reject an opposite sex and what then are you left with? Sex happens.
How we responded to our sexual assignment determines much of our life here. We are the same person even though we forget the pre-existence. We are self-programmed there to act out here. So even if you did not choose in the pre-existence to be homosexual, your rejection of and resentment for sexual assignment that requires the loss of half of your native intelligence could manifest in homosexual behaviors here. Like rejecting A means you get B. Deal with it.
I apologize for the tease. I have spent forty years thinking on this level and it is asking a lot for your understanding. Call me crazy.
In all that you still did not answer my question. Perhaps I didn't word it clearly. What are the feminine traits that you fully rejected in order to be a heterosexual man?
You also seem to be confusing gender identity with sexual orientation. They are not the same thing.