I can't think of anything that riles me up or disgusts me more than racism. I can't see how a little bit of skin pigment should change anything with man's relationship with God.
Back in 1962, I was a stupid little 10 year old white Mormon boy from Pocatello, Idaho. A little railroad town with very few blacks. I was in the fourth grade when this "civil" rights issue came to the surface. My grade school was the only grade school in town to have any blacks attending. At that time I had a teacher that I now look back on as being very insightful. We had discussions about civil rights and current events that were happening. Sadly, I did not think for myself at that age and I quite vocally enspoused the racist beliefs of my step-father and grandfather and many other of my local Mormon leaders. It was what I was being taught, it was what I was suppost to believe.
After I had opened my big mouth a few times, finally a girl asked me if I felt that way about Butch, Kenny, Terry, and George? To my infinite dismay, I said, "Who?" She said, "Don't you realize that you're talking about them, they're black?" You know what, I really never realized until then that they were black and that this civil rights issue was about them. To me they were just my friends and I never saw them as black and me as white.
Pretty stupid, right? From that point on I began to think for myself. I came to realize that my step-father could be wrong. That my grandfather could be wrong. That my church leaders could be wrong. Then I learned enough to know that they were wrong.
This is revealing and an embarassment to me. But it illustrates how this type of stuff gets passed on to generation to generation. I thank God for giving me a 10 year old mind to be able to think for myself and be able to break that evil pattern. That same mind is what has helped me to break from the church altogether.
Also, I want to thank Rollo for providing the quote:
WALTERS: On this revelation, of the priesthood to the Negro, I've heard all kinds of stories: I've heard that Joseph Smith appeared; and then I heard another story that Spencer Kimball had, had a concern about this for some time, and simply shared it with the apostles, and they decided that this was the right time to move in that direction. Are any of those stories true, or are they all?
RICHARDS: Well, the last one is pretty true, and I might tell you what provoked it in a way. Down in Brazil, there is so much Negro blood in the population there that it's hard to get leaders that don't have Negro blood in them. We just built a temple down there. It's going to be dedicated in October. All those people with Negro blood in them have been raising the money to build that temple. If we don't change, then they can't even use it.
I had never heard of this Brazilian angle until recently and again in this quote.
I grew up in a little town that was racist but the numbers of blacks were so low that it was never an issue that came to the surface. The two disgusting jokes that I remember from that era was both racist. The first was "How come Alabama got all the N...... and Utah got all the Mormons?" Alabama got first choice. The second was, "Did you hear about the first N....... to make the team at BYU? "Yeah, they made him a javelin catcher". Both disgusting but that was the mentally of my hometown at that time. It was primarily a railroad town at that time, kind of bi-polar, devout Mormon or totally non-Mormon, but both camps were racist in my view. When the ban was lifted I had numerous close relatives and many in our church that I believe was near apostacy over this.
When I was growing up I was under a different impression as to why the ban was lifted than the Brazil angle. The buzz in our town was that BYU was not going to be allowed in the major atheletic conferences and thus not be allowed on national TV with the ban in place. Thus the time for new revelation.
Has anyone else heard that angle?