barrelomonkeys wrote:I am probably quite an anomaly when it comes to atheism/agnosticism. The burning of the bosom others speak of, the holy ghost or whatever they call it is something that has always been very real to me. I turn this off, and have done so for years...
I know those kinds of feelings well. I don't think there's any need to 'turn them off'. I just see it as my humanity.
It's hard to see it as some indication of 'God' when I've had the feelings come to me so profoundly when considering the atheistic universe.
...unless of course God wants me to be an atheist...?
Well - at least it'd show he / she / it has a sense of humour :)
my question is should I? Is this God? What is this? It is no doubt my brain, but I can't say for certain what this "feeling" is. I don't believe God is part of my life... it doesn't mean that I don't wish that I had the assurance of a God.
There probably was a time where I felt similarly to you. But that's a a few years back now.
I once kinda related to the 'gap' you describe. But I don't feel a gap anymore... It wasn't a consious thing - I think I just realised one day that it simply wasn't there...
I don't feel scorn for believers, I actually envy them.
Again, I think I probably felt the same way once.
Well - the 'envy' bit I mean. I never have felt 'scorn' towards believers... (at least, it would take more than that...)
They sense there is a greater plan and are comforted by a personal deity. I just can't make myself believe though.
Actually, the idea of death being the 'great equaliser' is a great comfort to me.
Now - the 'fire and brimstone' hell thing? THAT'S a
really scary idea of reality!!
You didn't.
Cool. Glad to hear it...!