BishopRic wrote:...and why is it so hard to describe by those who have claimed to have felt it?
Because most (if not all) of the time it is nothing but emotion.
But not all of it is a figment of our imagination:
I'll describe this spiritual witness by using non-mormon terms:
I was
channeling thoughts and impressions I received from a source outside of myself (the Mormon church calls this
receiving revelation from the Holy Ghost). There were a few times where the message was conveyed directly to me (personal revelation), but I had much more notable experiences when I was conveying a message
through me to another person (ie. giving priesthood blessings). When channeling messages to another, they occasionally included actual physical healing).
This connection beyond myself (or channeling) is not prayer. It is revelation.
Most Mormon priesthood holders I've known didn't have this connection. Perhaps they feared some of the things they were told to say. Sometimes it took a leap of faith. For those that have experienced this channeling, you know what it is and you can spot a poser. I've known 1 patriarch that had it (my own), and two that hadn't a friggin clue. From Elders quorum presidents to Stake presidents. Most didn't get it - they wished, hoped, asked, begged or commanded without any connection at all - and nothing ever happened unless by accident.
Anyone who has ever said in a priesthood blessing, "..and
any additional blessing God sees fit to bestow upon you.." is a poser. He has no connection (or maybe he is morally unworthy). : (
Though I always felt and conveyed an overriding invitation for recipients to accept this unseen entity's love or peace, the entity or source was not always consistent. And that is what troubled me as years passed and I saw some promises turn various directions - even to outright broken promises and lies.
This unseen source may even (at times) have an anxious concern for us. But it is not
all powerful. It is certainly not perfect and is dead wrong on occasion.
Regardless of it's intent, after this life I intend to hunt it down (whatever it is) and kick it's ass. It has done more to destroy hope, ruin my life and dumb down the intellect of those I love and truly have an anxious concern for.
It's meddling should not be trusted. It's no different than the messages you might get from a fortune teller.
Buyer beware.