I've switched sides...again
Posted: Wed Oct 05, 2011 5:53 am
You know, the evidence against the church seems so logical in my head. There are so many things you can post that cast a gloomy light on the church and puts their whole foundation and history of truth in question.
In a way the evidence against the church seems so obvious to me that it's like adding 2+2 to make 4.
So why am I abandoning my apostasy and returning back to activity and just got finished confessing to my bishop tonight in an attempt to return to activity?
It all goes back to a faithful experience that no scientific answer I've searched for adequately explains (to me; I've no doubt it may for others). It is that spiritual experience that keeps resurfacing in my mind and almost compels me to seek out the LDS church again.
I very well could die and never wake up again.
I very well could die and God say to me, how OBVIOUS did I need to make it that the LDS church is wrong?
But based on my spiritual experience that I had over 15 years ago (and still remains fresh in my mind) I don't believe either of those things will happen. They could, but I don't believe it will.
I'm nothing special, but I wanted to put this out there anyway because of some negative things I've posted about the church in the past (I'm pretty sure I spoke the truth on those negative things, but I posted them in a negative and sneering way).
Anyway, good night and big balls.
(Wipeout reference for those that don't watch the show.)
In a way the evidence against the church seems so obvious to me that it's like adding 2+2 to make 4.
So why am I abandoning my apostasy and returning back to activity and just got finished confessing to my bishop tonight in an attempt to return to activity?
It all goes back to a faithful experience that no scientific answer I've searched for adequately explains (to me; I've no doubt it may for others). It is that spiritual experience that keeps resurfacing in my mind and almost compels me to seek out the LDS church again.
I very well could die and never wake up again.
I very well could die and God say to me, how OBVIOUS did I need to make it that the LDS church is wrong?
But based on my spiritual experience that I had over 15 years ago (and still remains fresh in my mind) I don't believe either of those things will happen. They could, but I don't believe it will.
I'm nothing special, but I wanted to put this out there anyway because of some negative things I've posted about the church in the past (I'm pretty sure I spoke the truth on those negative things, but I posted them in a negative and sneering way).
Anyway, good night and big balls.
(Wipeout reference for those that don't watch the show.)