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This post likely won't make any sense...
Posted: Sun Apr 08, 2012 4:14 am
by _zeezrom
The artifacts of Mormonism are embedded in my person. There is no way to erase them.
Trying to let it all go must cause problems if your loved ones don't share in your new opinions and convictions. My search for the sacred is now hidden from ridicule while I watch people around me proclaim their beliefs with gusto.
I need a God to turn to. There isn't anyone else so what can a person do?
Will you be happy if I just go along with it all? Will my life find peace then?
God, I hate this institution sometimes. Why did it ever have to start, Joseph? Why?
God, help me stop hating.
Re: This post likely won't make any sense...
Posted: Sun Apr 08, 2012 4:19 am
by _Bond James Bond
Re: This post likely won't make any sense...
Posted: Sun Apr 08, 2012 4:27 am
by _lulu
zeezrom wrote:The artifacts of Mormonism are embedded in my person. There is no way to erase them.
Trying to let it all go must cause problems if your loved ones don't share in your new opinions and convictions. My search for the sacred is now hidden from ridicule while I watch people around me proclaim their beliefs with gusto.
I need a God to turn to. There isn't anyone else so what can a person do?
Will you be happy if I just go along with it all? Will my life find peace then?
God, I hate this institution sometimes. Why did it ever have to start, Joseph? Why?
God, help me stop hating.
Sorry you're feeling ripped up. 'Tis the season of new beginnings. Hang tight.
Re: This post likely won't make any sense...
Posted: Sun Apr 08, 2012 4:28 am
by _Polygamy-Porter
Zee,
I am your GOD.
Worship me.
Better?
Re: This post likely won't make any sense...
Posted: Sun Apr 08, 2012 4:34 am
by _just me
Makes perfect sense to me, sweetie. (((hug)))
Re: This post likely won't make any sense...
Posted: Sun Apr 08, 2012 5:18 am
by _SteelHead
Don't let them get you down. Thursday I got a letter from my father where he tells me I am throwing my wife and kids away......................................
I am feeling the love.
Re: This post likely won't make any sense...
Posted: Sun Apr 08, 2012 5:21 am
by _why me
zeezrom wrote:The artifacts of Mormonism are embedded in my person. There is no way to erase them.
Trying to let it all go must cause problems if your loved ones don't share in your new opinions and convictions. .
You have your wife and children on your side, right? That should be enough. Other relatives are concerned for you and they show it in the way they are showing it. They mean no harm. See the positive in it.
Re: This post likely won't make any sense...
Posted: Sun Apr 08, 2012 5:26 am
by _bcspace
God, I hate this institution sometimes. Why did it ever have to start, Joseph? Why?
God, help me stop hating.
Perhaps you should have gone into weapons, but obviously, you're a people person. Quark has some very good advice for you:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4hdiuRMK3UQI would agree that the LDS Church, your only hope for salvation, is a bit like root beer. Bubbly, cloying, happy, and......insidious.
Re: This post likely won't make any sense...
Posted: Sun Apr 08, 2012 5:32 am
by _MrStakhanovite
This is exactly the kind of psychological toll the Church likes to inflict on those who leave.
Re: This post likely won't make any sense...
Posted: Sun Apr 08, 2012 5:35 am
by _SteelHead
Keep drinking the kool-aide bc. Slug it down.
Denial is not just a river in Egypt, it is a river of kool-aide circulating through bc's veins.
Zeez if you are tempted to go back, just remember when you do..... swap your 15 year old daughter to some leader with 20 some odd other wives for guaranteed exaltation and eternal lives for you and yours.