No witness for me
Posted: Thu May 17, 2012 4:11 am
I often hear from Mormons of all flavors, including exmos that an experience occurred, which provided to them an assurance of something related to Mormonism. They may have prayed and felt a very powerful emotion, heard a wispering in the ear, felt the presence of the deceased, or saw something work so perfectly it had to be from God.
Well, whatever the sign was for this person, it was not meant for me. I consigned myself to a life of tittle by tittle, line upon line, and knowing that by small means, great things come to pass. I was comfortable never having a single big bang experience and it never stopped me from paying money to the church every week and spending countless hours in its service. I believed it all and would bear my testimony of the truthfullness of Joseph Smith and the whole thing.
So now I ask: Am I a different type of exmo than the exmo who once experienced a strong witness?
Yours truly,
Zee.
Well, whatever the sign was for this person, it was not meant for me. I consigned myself to a life of tittle by tittle, line upon line, and knowing that by small means, great things come to pass. I was comfortable never having a single big bang experience and it never stopped me from paying money to the church every week and spending countless hours in its service. I believed it all and would bear my testimony of the truthfullness of Joseph Smith and the whole thing.
So now I ask: Am I a different type of exmo than the exmo who once experienced a strong witness?
Yours truly,
Zee.