guy sajer wrote:I'm not one of those who felt a deep loss on finding out Mormonism is a fraud. Rather, it was extremely liberating. Realizing that I did not have to feel inadequate for my inability to believe in superstitious crap was like a tremendous lifting of a heavy load.
Now back to the subject. I do not find comfort in trite cliches; nor do I feel comfortable spouting them. My parents' time on earth is coming to a close, and perhaps quickly. When it happens, my preference would be for people simply to be there, let me know they are there to help if I want or need it, and let me grieve in my own way and in silence. I don't want comforting words. I don't want promises of happy reunions (in which I don't believe). I don't want all the things that people say that sound so superficial and trite (although not meaning them to sound so). Express your condolences, and let me be, and let me know you're there. That's enough.
And, please, please, please do not see this as a missionary opportunity to preach to me about the Plan of Salvation.
What I tend to find extremely liberating and burden-lifting, is when I succeed in not make things all about me and what I want, even upon the death of my parents. This way I am not poised to be offended or ill-affected regardless of what people may say or do, particularly when they are striving to be loving and comforting.
But, I can understand if people may see things differently.
a while back I attended the funeral of a close relation in which the Baptist minister conducting the services had tailored a portion of his speech to the LDS family members in attendance (including myself), intimating the need to become true Christians, and "saved", so as to not end up in hell. I suppose we LDS could have felt slighted and indignant, but we chose instead to view those actions in understanding and respectful ways, and to also keep our thoughts focused tenderly on the close relation we had just lost. This prevented divisiveness during a time when togetherness was most needed. Instead of coldness and animus interjected into the situation, there was an increase of warmth and love--for which I was very happy.
Thanks, -Wade Englund-