Good Vibes, Prayers needed....
Posted: Tue Mar 03, 2009 5:08 pm
I have an interview Friday. The job sounds good, is in a good location, I'm familiar with the company, it's contract to hire, and it has good pay.
I need to go back to work. My health is S_L_O_W_L_Y improving, but I can't wait to get 100% better. Between these inane doctors and our overall healthcare system, it could take years.
That, and I just can't take not being able to provide for my son anymore. We've recieved so much help, and I'm grateful for it...but I want to be able to do some things on my own. I've been working full-time since I graduated, and I just am not used to sitting at home. When this fridge goes empty, or little man runs out of something, I want the assurance that I'll be able to get it. I don't have that right now. Charity is a beautiful thing, but outside of my experience with being a mother, the charity I had access to always had a catch, and it always went but so far.
Everything I have in this house for my son has come from someone else. It's a beautiful thing but... It's time for me to step up. I hope I can.
I need to go back to work. My health is S_L_O_W_L_Y improving, but I can't wait to get 100% better. Between these inane doctors and our overall healthcare system, it could take years.
That, and I just can't take not being able to provide for my son anymore. We've recieved so much help, and I'm grateful for it...but I want to be able to do some things on my own. I've been working full-time since I graduated, and I just am not used to sitting at home. When this fridge goes empty, or little man runs out of something, I want the assurance that I'll be able to get it. I don't have that right now. Charity is a beautiful thing, but outside of my experience with being a mother, the charity I had access to always had a catch, and it always went but so far.
Everything I have in this house for my son has come from someone else. It's a beautiful thing but... It's time for me to step up. I hope I can.