Dr. Shades wrote:Jersey Girl wrote:You want a list? I can make one for you.
Yes, please.
Stream of consciousness and conflicting thoughts alert. ;-)
I wrote:
What an interesting and perplexing world we live in.OJ Simpson, son of a drag queen, gang member in the projects. College educated, professional football career. Chased the American Dream and he got it. Escapes a guilt verdict on 2 murders, ends up in prison on a robbery conviction. Now 70 years old and in spite of the fact that I believe he committed the murders, I do think he has the ability to do some good in this world as a motivational speaker or mentor to inmates and juvenile offenders. I keep reminding myself he's not in prison on murder charges. In spite of the reasoning of the Goldman family (I can't blame them) he has a legal right to a parole hearing and my position as Christian is not to judge in a country where the judicial system is predicated on a jury system that really does put me in a position to judge, though not render the final judgement in a trial.
Remember you asked for the list...while I keep going.
Sen. John McCain POW, life of service and sacrifice as I mentioned prior on a thread. Now diagnosed with the worst possible brain cancer that exists. His gung ho spirit makes him want to go back to work, likely because he believes in carrying out his commitment when he'll probably not last a full year, more likely will be gone from this earth in months. And I wonder...why him? (Keep reading)
A young acquaintance of mine here is currently in a medically induced coma with TBI. I think of his family, "good Christians" and think of him, their hardship, the strain they're all under. And I wonder...why him? Why does it have to be him? (Keep reading)
And I ask myself "Then who would you wish it on?"
Little Charlie Gard over in the UK. The court system having assumed custody of the child, while the parents try to fight the battle of their life for his life, knowing that the outcome likely won't provide a miracle but still, they want a chance. All these folks criticizing them for their efforts.
When they aren't in love with Charlie Gard. The US who cannot even get the status of it's own health care system sure as heck can move mountains when they want to--for Charlie Gard. What about the rest of us? Do my relatives on Medicaid not deserve access to good health care? Why do they have to wait for an answer and relief to their concerns while Charlie Gard's parents don't have to?
The underlying theme (though it might not be clear and apparent) is me judging myself judging others. Some small part of me (I lied, it's a big part of me) has a tendency to look at all of the above and wonder... why them? Why him? Why? Why couldn't it be OJ who has the brain tumor or TBI? Why isn't OJ desperate about his child? Why isn't OJ worried sick about his ability to access health care?
And then I think that OJ (who was found not guilty in a murder case and yet, found liable in a civil suit) is in a position to put something good into this world and what Christian believer would wish any of the above on anyone? And if he is in a position to do some good, they should probably let the man out of prison and show the world what he's made of.
I hope you didn't expect any of this to make consistent thought. There are time when the world doesn't make sense to me in terms of justice and I think the only conclusion that I can reach is that the only thing we have any control over is doing justice to each other.
Bring on the board shrinks!
