truth dancer wrote:Hi Inc..
So, if I am understanding you correctly, you believe there is some entity (the Mormon God?) who has given you power and has tricked you into believing Mormonism? This entity is (may be), the same one that tricked Joseph Smith and other Mormons but it is not the actual God of the universe?
Is that about right?
Yes, but think about it. Remove the word "tricked" and "not the actual God of the Universe" and that is the definition of Mormon modern revelation.
As I read your past few posts I'm reminded of those people who channel deceased spirits or entities. Have you read works by Jane.. (and all them other folks)?
No. Never really had any interest while Mormon because they were being tricked by Satan an his minions, of course. Now if their experiences parallel mine, I'd just as well leave it alone.
My own experience of existence does not match these types of experiences and I would reframe them but it is interesting to me that you feel you have actually had an entity work through you.
Anything else you would feel comfortable sharing?
When I was a TBM, I began to realize that not everyone really understood the concept of giving a priesthood blessing or even receiving revelation.
It always disturbed me that a bishop or even a stake president would ask God to do something in a priesthood blessing (some would even tell God to do things). That is not a blessing. Making a request might be something you do in prayer before a blessing. Call it what you will, but in a blessing you channel if it's a legitimate blessing (I'm using the word legitimate loosely here because I don't have trust in the consistancy of the source anymore).
It's crazy. The first healing blessing I participated in I saw the various areas of my friend's body that were damaged an accident. I knew which areas would heal immediately and those that would remain for whatever reason. At the time, I assumed this was what every worthy priesthood holder experienced. I only had one other experience like that but the blessing ended up a lie. My friend never healed.
Healing ran on my grandfather's side of the family (completely skipping over my dad). I grew up knowing that priesthood blessings and healings from God were as natural as anything else. It was simply conveying His will. I suppose in some ways I took them for granted like the lame that Jesus healed.
In regards to Joseph Smith, if we look at the D&C, basically he is channeling Jesus Christ, In other words, Christ is supposedly speaking through the mouth of Joseph Smith. I personally don't buy it (sounds way too much like Joseph Smith...LOL), still, from your perspective, maybe the entity that used Joseph Smith is the same one that used you?
I assumed so. Every Mormon would certainly have to say yes to this question otherwise they were receiving revelation from Satan, right?
I received explicit impressions to tell people to serve missions, live the Mormon gospel in order to be healed (Gaz had one of these with his wife, as I recall), marry in the temple etc. - Mormon things that have no relative value or truth in reality.
Do you think this is possible? Might this be how you perceive the "Mormon God"?
~td~
Yes. After half a lifetime I suppose you start to understand the character of the one you, well, channel.
I wish I could defend this entity for all of the times I conveyed their unconditional love and empathy toward those I blessed. This was always the overall purpose for the blessing in the first place.
However, I was almost immediately cut off when I started to ask this God questions for the sincere purpose of gaining clarity and understanding of what I was learning about Smith's duplicitous nature. At the time I was simply digging deeper into the history to vindicate the founders of Mormonism.