huckelberry wrote: ↑Wed Jun 08, 2022 7:46 pm
Doctor CamNC4Me wrote: ↑Wed Jun 08, 2022 11:57 am
What parts of Mormonism were a fabricated farce?
- Doc
Doc , I gather from MG comments that he does not regard anything in Mormonism as a fabricated farce now though he made reference to once fearing it was. He experienced that fear as an abyss he pulled away from.(and may not wish to review more deeply) I think as far as that goes he is telling the truth he sees about himself. Of course many people here may have looked deeper into the question. MG avoids specifics so that is unclear.
I suspect a number of people here think that MG's abyss can be found to be made of fear beyond which a solid and realistic foundation can be found if explored further.
Hi Huck, overall I do agree with you in saying that I don’t think the CofJCofLDS is a fabricated farce. I do have a certain degree of confidence that it is what it purports to be and carries God’s stamp of approval, so to speak. It has His Priesthood Authority to perform saving ordinances being on the top part of the list. Knowledge of the nature and purpose of life and our relationship to our Maker being up there too. Along with other ‘truths of eternity’.
I also realize and accept that it is an organization made up of human beings prone to miscalculation and error. There are doctrines and practices that were not clearly implemented and/or fully understood during the restoration. And that restoration is ongoing. The ways of God and man aren’t always, in every instance, moving in tandem.
But the overall narrative and theology connected with the restoration and the coming forth of the Book of Mormon as modern day scripture and witness of Christ and His gospel ring true and make sense to me. I’ve referred to the artist Monet before on this board. His paintings are made of many individual splotches of paint. Each splotch doesn’t seem to have much beauty on its own. But when observed from a distance the fuller message and meaning of the paintings by this artist are beautiful to behold.
The tapestry of the LDS church is made from many individual humans trying to seek and understand God’s will, in my opinion. These individuals were the conduit through whom lost truths that had either been corrupted or lost were restored. That is my hope. That is my belief. I see a grander purpose and meaning in the church other than its organizational structure and day to day operations. I see it as the Kingdom of God on earth put here to bring souls to Christ. Including its leaders. Coming fully to Christ is a lifelong process. The early Brethren with all their faults and predispositions leaning this way and that were ‘fast tracked’, so to speak, in learning the practices and doctrines of the church.
They weren’t always completely successful. I think God is cool with that. The problem is some/many people aren’t. They expect those called of God to somehow be better than everyone else. But leaders are humans. They make mistakes. But I do believe they are intent on overcoming their own personal flaws through repentance. I do sincerely believe they seek to do and follow the will of the Lord.
Initially when learning about the so-called ‘warts’ in early church history I, along with others, saw these warts as being reason to disbelieve and found myself in a place where I asked myself how God could allow a travesty like this to happen. That is, how could He allow a church making claims of ‘the one and only true church’ to even exist? But then I thought, well, you have Scientology and all the rest of the stuff out there. It was this development that caused me…along with other variables/factors…to come to a point where I doubted the existence of God. Science and evolution played a part also.
Long story made short. That all changed, for the most part, as I stuck with the church and didn’t bail. I continued to learn. As I did so many of my original concerns and those I met along the way dissipated and became less important as I moved forward seeking faith as I found reason to reestablish a certain degree of belief/trust in God and His prophets.
I will say that fear hasn’t really been a driving force. I was and continue to be open to whatever the truth is regards to reality and the cosmos, etc. Truth has always been my primary motivator to continue searching.
I do feel a certain amount of sadness for those that may not stay on the ‘good ship Mormon’ and jump off the boat prematurely. For those that truly believe that they have found the truth and/or greater meaning out of Mormonism? Cool. As long as they are being truly honest in heart with themselves and their own sense of ‘moral authority’ and/or God. I think God makes some allowance for that.
I don’t think, however, that God can look upon sin with the least degree of allowance. We will all be judged by our works. Of course that is my opinion based upon the belief I have in a personal God.
I think I’ll stop there for now.
Regards,
MG