I also have a gift of seeing visions, scrying on the walls, not a crystal ball per se but I see ghosts and shapeshifters all over the place, superimposing their imagery on the world around me, . . .
Have you looked into medication to counteract this? Very effective ones are available to you.
White people have fairies for ancestral gods.
Seriously, dude. Medication.
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"When the Mormon God requires a PR crisis to act moral, we've clearly outgrown him."