mms wrote:I think your insights are helpful and interesting, so thank you. I, however, cannot at this point agree with even the possibility that God would guide me out of the Church considering my circumstances if, in fact, the Church was the ONE with the authority to conduct oridinances essential to me.
Well thanks for your kind words, but again, these ideas are definitely out there, you just didn't find them yet.
I believe that priesthood authority IS the teaching authority of the church and those ordinances are essential to achieve all we can in the Celestial Kingdom, but that has nothing to do with what the spirit tells you you must do in your life.
Another way of saying this is that the ordinances must be "ratified by the holy spirit of promise".
If you don't truly believe that the ordinances will seal you up to receive all you can in the Celestial Kingdom, they won't!
So if the spirit tells you to leave the church, then the spirit could not also be telling you that the ordinances were necessary for your exaltation, could it?
It is one or the other and not both. Wasn't it Tom Sawyer who said "You can't pray a lie"?
The KNOWING in your heart that they ARE efficacious is what MAKES them so. That is the "holy spirit of promise" telling you so.
You cannot create your own universe unless you know you are doing so- it doesn't happen by accident. Unless you know you create your own universe every morning and still think there is something "outside" experience you will never get there. (no I am not a solipsist- social interaction is how we know the "objective"- read about Nagel's bat- this note is for a couple of people who know where I am coming from on this)
But of course we cannot create that certainty of belief to move mountains here- Jesus could- it is theoretically possible we could- but that certainty only comes for most in the afterlife, I think. That is to me what is meant by "all things are created by the power of the priesthood"- it is that power of faith/certainty acting through the authority of that human we call "Father" who has so far surpassed us that we cannot imagine it. Our little universes all reside within his big objective one which we all see and verify, but that is for another time