zeezrom wrote:The question now becomes "Would I go on a mission at age 19 if I knew then what I know now?"
I agree that this is a better question (only because a mission represents a bigger commitment and is done at a more mature age). I remember clearly thinking at around 15 that I would not save up for and spend all that money on a mission if I didn't believe in the church. I honestly tried for a testimony and it never came, so the first week after I moved out of my parents’ house, it dawned on me, "Hey, I don't believe it... and now I don't have to go to church any more. Hmph! Cool."
I guess the real difference knowing then what I know now is that I wouldn't have wasted as much time as a teenager trying to get a testimony.