I have reached a point in my own relationship with the subject at hand that I am well sick of this combing through the details of people's lives. It hit me when a certain denizen of this board cobbled together a bunch of BS about Don Bradley and tried to make him look like a lying heel. It was at that point that I had decided that enough is enough.
I regret that it took me so long to figure things out.
At the same time, I doubt I will ever view the FARMS crew's odd careers as they view them. And, frankly, the more they have talked about how they view themselves, the more confusing it has become to me. But then, when we look at the LDS Church, which is run like a big corporation, owns the largest cattle ranch in North America, builds a multi-billion-dollar shopping mall in downtown SLC, and receives huge "charitable" donations from men who make their fortunes in MLM schemes, I have to be satisfied that I will probably never quite get how the apologists see themselves, because I can't square the LDS Church's apparent PR and theological image with what I see on the surface.
It all just doesn't add up.
It is not that I think the LDS Church is lying about being a church; it's just that the word church means something quite distinctive when we are talking about the LDS Church. Similarly, a person can work for BYU, but not work for the LDS Church. A person can list multiple apologetic pieces on a CV, but not be paid by BYU to be an apologist. The apologists can have a meltdown when the apologetics that were central to FARMS' mission are ended by Gerald Bradford, but doing administrative work for FARMS is not doing apologetics. It is, rather, doing lots of administrative work that facilitates, supports, and furthers the aims of apologetics, without doing apologetics per se.
I am 100% convinced that Daniel Peterson is being forthright when he says what he says, and yet I can't help but be mystified by watching it all unfold, because clearly, in some odd way that I can't quite put my finger on, Dr. Peterson experiences the world in a manner that I and most of my associates do not. This is not the result of a moral or intellectual lapse of any kind, on either his part or mine, but a disconnect exists.
That is why, as much as I am tired of seeing the details of people's lives discussed on this board, I can't help but sympathize with the following statement:
Doctor Scratch wrote:The claim that serving as Chair of FARMS is somehow "not apologetics" is just plain stupid. It's like saying that the coach of a football team isn't doing sports, because he's not actually out there on the field, or that the CEO of WalMart isn't actually doing business because he's not down there in the stores ringing up purchases.
That rings totally true to me, as impolitely expressed as it is.
"Petition wasn’t meant to start a witch hunt as I’ve said 6000 times." ~ Hanna Seariac, LDS apologist