I need to tell my Seventh Day Adventist story.
1yr. radiation, chemo, 3 major surgeries
Next 1.5 years fecal incontinence (diaper change 4-6 times every day).
I became suicidal to the point of pulling the trigger and called my insurance hotline.
The emergency treatment for this brought me to a doctor who had just recently moved to Utah and had given a presentation of the following to my primary care doctor:
http://www.medtronic.eu/your-health/fec ... /index.htm So they put this pacemaker above my right butt check and inserted the leads into the nerve bundle in my pelvis. It worked great … for two months. This devastated me. The pacemaker doc wanted to try several other things which would have spanned several more months. I was back to the gun or another major surgery and an irreversible colostomy. I went back to my rectal surgeon and signed up for the colostomy, which she viewed as an emergency and it was scheduled within 5 days because I was so suicidal.
I needed to get the pacemaker removed at some time and needed to get back to with the pacemaker doctor. I was sorry that I could not possibly help others with more experimentation on myself (these new uses of pacemaker are incredible) and dreaded going in to tell him I was abandoning his work.
On a side note, the first time I meet with the pacemaker doctor, his office waiting room was full of poorly clothed and a bit rough on the edges people. I thought dang I’m going to be waiting here for hours. But upon check-in, I’m taken back immediately ahead of the waiting room. I asked the nurse about this … It was his free clinic day.
So, when I do go in to tell the pacemaker doctor I quit, he calls my surgeon right there with me, because he is concerned that yet another surgery is part of my depression and that he would adjust his schedule as needed to remove the pacemaker after they put me out for the colostomy surgery. My surgeon agreed.
The next thing this man did was sit with me and ask if I had anyone to turn to, yes wife and kids … well I’m a Seventh Day Adventist, would you mind if I had a prayer with you before you leave ….