zerinus wrote:I am in an atheists forum. I haven't been to one before. This is the first time. I am still getting used to it. I will be more arrogant, boastful, and self-righteous when I learn to do it better.
Yes, even I empathize with your pain, myself being kicked to the curb from MD&D, left with no other place to be able to freely express myself other than the dredges of the Trailer Park. Where true brothers and sisters can be found, where your freedom of choice and voice is always welcome, where none are allowed to ask you to leave.
I hope you are young. I hope you might be wise and well. The majority of the regulars here wish you the same. Some tough/hard love I suppose, which it seems in these cases is the only way.
We also empathize with the anger within you. Betrayal and lose of trust is such a festering wound. Once you start to face the humility of constantly being kicked to the curb, the humility of the Trailer Park will start to be as the balm of gilead to your soul.
God bless good brother on this tough journey.