I think we can warp anything we want to find a way to make things meld in a way that we want to believe works.Esaias wrote: ↑Tue Jun 11, 2024 11:45 pmCat's out of the bag I'm an ex-mo. Family is still Mormon hence the interest. I haven't gone to church in over a decade so I am far removed from Mormon, but the intellectual interest is still there. I love what we used to call deep doctrine, like the one where we all participated in the creation in the pre-existence. I don't see that written anywhere but I remember it from childhood.
People seem to go atheist or evangelical when they leave. I went more agnostic mystic. I like science, evolution, quantum mysteries. I see and feel auras, astral project, get in people's dreams, and portal. I have the magical experiences, now its just a matter of making sense of them. They seem to fit so nicely into religion don't they, but beware of what Robert Lifton calls mystical manipulation. It all means the church is true doesn't it? What if it's all part of nature and needs to be studied scientifically? I like that approach. I think Smith fits the charismatic mystic fortune teller archetype, and this pops up in society all the time. I compare with my own experiences. How is he better than me? Mystic contest. Mysticism is the realm of dreams. In that sense everyone is a mystic somewhat. I'm particularly interested in Jr.s practice of magic and his successes and failures. Magicians use slight of hand, deception. He seemed to have no qualm about lying. Or covering up information. Perhaps there were no plates. he lied. Does this mean he doesn't have any psychic or spiritual ability? No. That's the problem these psychics don't have to be ethical. I think his money digging was his form of water witching. So they didn't hit water so to speak. No money. He probably had a lot of successful tries as well.
I've heard warnings about utilizing your spiritual powers for self aggrandizement on the path to guru hood. The pursuit of siddhis. Controlling others with them. Smith may not have been warned. Typical grandiose megalomania. The Rameumptom is my favorite story, with each Mormon going up there on testimony meeting. God I am grateful that I am better than everyone else. We have the only truth.
But are you trying to mould it because you want to go back to church? Because if you are 10 years out and agnostic then why does it matter if the church fits?
I find what you say interesting and look forward to hearing more.