Jason
Yes. That is what I am attempting to do. We may see that you actually do analyze your own faith with a critical eye and still believe. I do not know for sure yet. I am not sure what leg work you have done. Maybe rather then make the thread about specific questions and answers would you be willing to share just what things you have read, pursued, studied, asked about pondered, etc. about Christianity that argue that it is not divine, that it may have been invented, that Jesus may never have claimed to be or acted like the Bible portrays him, that challenges the Bible text as being what conservative Christians believe it is, and so on.
You see I have done this exhuiastively for the LDS Church. I remain LDS but I have certainly had to modify my views of what it is to remain such. Others have done the same and rejected it all. Others have done the same and stay TBM as ever. Most LDS have not done this active TBM or Jack Mormon.
So, now I am and have been doing the same for Christianity. The LDS Church is based in Christianity after all. If the Bible is not truth, if Jesus is not what the Bible claims the LDS Church certainly cannot be what it claims for, whether one believes it is a Christian organization or not, is based in Christianity.
So, when I see another Christian critical of the LDS Church unless I know they have rigorously examined their own faith with the same methods they do mine there arguments ring hollow to me.
So what have you done to examine and critique Christianity. You seem fairly conservative but my guess is you are not a fundie type. I would guess you do not accept biblical inerrency in the conservative way and that some of the Bible you may view as mythical.
Feel free to correct me.
You ask what I've done. Whew! I've spent the last 8 years allowing myself to be engaged by intellectual heavy hitters with backgrounds in debate, logic, philosophy, science, theology and related domains/disciplines. A brief list of topics just off the top of my head, in no particular order, might be as follows: Mormonism, Christianity, Atheism, Agnosticism, Historical Jesus, writings of Paul, Old Testament/New Testament issues, Q Gospel, Dead Sea Scrolls, Creation, Tower of Babel, Noah's Ark, 10 Commandments, Old Testament allusions to the birth of Christ, events related to the birth of Christ and their lack of historical evidence, early religious writers/historians (Iraeneus, Tertullian, etc.), Platonion influences, Mithraism, Judaism, Baalism, Preterism-Partial Preterism-Futurism, every collection of scripture (Codex, Latin Vulgate, etc.) and translation known to mankind (well it seemed like it!), Council of Nicea, Bible fragments, Bible contradictions/errors, Mark-Homer, Homosexuality and the Bible (many sub topics regarding that which led to learning about Greco-Roman cultural traditions and sexual practices), existence of God...good grief, I've been everywhere man! If you can think of it, I've probably tripped over it and discussed/debated/read about it in the last 8 years.
What resources...the hardcore skeptics/heavy hitters that I mentioned, online material pro/con, some great websites and the Bible. :-) Though I claim no expertise at all, I can discuss a ton of topics and pretty much hold my own depending on what position I choose to take. Sometimes I get blown out of the water which doesn't matter to me one way or the other so long as I learn something from it.
Sick, no?
;-)
My head isn't in the sand, Jason. When you see me post critically of Mormon related topics it's only because this is a Mormon related discussion board.