jskains wrote:So I am done. None of this is worth the heartache. I asked Shades to delete or ban my account so I will have no temptation in posting here again. Expecially after Gad's nasty comments about how I am a nobody and that I am not worth anything and basically implied I was stupid. Yawn.
if anyone cares (doubtful). I got out of ZLMB for many reasons, but even at ZLMB, it never got this nasty and hateful. Some of you really need to move on. Obsession is scary. Obsession on something you hate is dangerous.
JMS
You lie. You can't leave this board because it is fulfilling a sick need of yours. If you going to leave then leave. Don't tease us with your departure. We will move on when you move on.
Your obsessed with me. If I am so bad, why not ignore me instead of following me around like a little puppy?
perhaps I am following like a little puppy, but said you were leaving and yet you have not gone yet. WHY
I am just as curious as a puppy so I can't help noticing you are still here and still posting trying to get under everyone's skin. I am simply curious as to why you are still here after all of your ranting about how everyone is so mean here.
I am interested in your need to be abused. That's all. You do have Jersey Girl defending you and that should make you happy that you have at least on supporter here.
When I wake up I will be hungry....but this feels so good right now aaahhhhhh........
OUT OF MY MISERY wrote:perhaps I am following like a little puppy, but said you were leaving and yet you have not gone yet. WHY I am just as curious as a puppy so I can't help noticing you are still here and still posting trying to get under everyone's skin. I am simply curious as to why you are still here after all of your ranting about how everyone is so mean here. I am interested in your need to be abused. That's all. You do have Jersey Girl defending you and that should make you happy that you have at least on supporter here.
jskains wrote:Like I am lonely. I have a very large and extended family. I have lots of friends.. I am part of many clubs and organizations. I do play Dungeons and Dragons a lot... Do D&D people all get lonely?
You're probably better in the social department than I am. I kind of prefer having plenty of alone time.
Anyhow, being alone or not is a subjective thing in my opinion. I remember watching the anime Escaflowne The Movie which seemed to bring this to my attention. Even with good friends one can still feel alone if for no reason other than the fact that nobody can truly understand what you experience--or if they do, there is no assurance that they in fact do.
I rarely feel lonely even though I am often alone.
That's General Leo. He could be my friend if he weren't my enemy. eritis sicut dii I support NCMO
I spoke too soon. I am enjoying some of these discussions. I was simply in the wrong frame of mind. I am really starting to enjoy myself. I find if I just don't take most of you seriously, it is almost like watching your audience in their underwear.
Jersey Girl wrote: Don't swim in toxic waters with bottom feeders, Josh.
Jersey Girl is right. Why not go over to FAIR/MAD and see how long you last there?
You might think people are intolerant here, and that this is a hostile environment to you. But whatever this is, there is a greater mix that exists and less restrictive moderation. Try going over there and telling them how badly treated you were here. They believe same as you; see how sympathetic they are.
I doubt you'd last 24 hours over there. Even Jersey Girl knows that.
Whatever this is, it's still a place you can talk, vent, argue, discuss, even distract if you want. I doubt there's another forum right now that discusses things Mormon that would give you as much latitude. But you're welcome to prove that wrong.
You're comment above had nothing to do with what I expressed.
jskains wrote:I find if I just don't take most of you seriously, it is almost like watching your audience in their underwear.
Good thing I'm out of BYU. I suppose I'd have lost my ecclesiastical endorsement for watching people in their underwear. I suppose it could be worse. I could be arrested for voyerism. Oh well, Scratchie did say he thought I displayed the attributes of a garden variety peeping tom.
That's General Leo. He could be my friend if he weren't my enemy. eritis sicut dii I support NCMO