I wasted two years of my life

[_Mercury]

I could have gone to school and finished sooner. I could have gone to California with friends and got involved with the internet bubble. Hell, I could have backpacked around Europe with close High School friends. Joined the military, hell...droped out and smoked pot for 2 years. All of these activities would have been more positive than my mission. I was already on my way out. All I did was put myself through an eye gouging manic two years. When I got back and was still trying to be a good RM, dating and eventually succumbing and getting married in the temple , I still kicked myself. But now I kick myself even harder.

can't get the time back. Wish I could, but ow well. Until there is a class action lawsuit I have no hopes for my concerns being addressed. Screw the cult.

[_The Nehor]

You were on your way out and yet served a Mission anyways???? Weird.

[_charity]

I could have gone to school and finished sooner. I could have gone to California with friends and got involved with the internet bubble. Hell, I could have backpacked around Europe with close High School friends. Joined the military, hell...droped out and smoked pot for 2 years. All of these activities would have been more positive than my mission. I was already on my way out. All I did was put myself through an eye gouging manic two years. When I got back and was still trying to be a good RM, dating and eventually succumbing and getting married in the temple , I still kicked myself. But now I kick myself even harder.

can't get the time back. Wish I could, but ow well. Until there is a class action lawsuit I have no hopes for my concerns being addressed. Screw the cult.

Chicken behavior there, mercury. You should have stood up for your "anti-belief." You have nobody to blame but yourself. Keep kicking yourself. You deserve it.

And if you are so worried about losing precious time, why are you wasting so much time bellyaching on the message board?

[_Mercury]

You were on your way out and yet served a Mission anyways???? Weird.

No twat, not weird. You were pushed on a mission just as I was, I am sure. Go or be ostracized, a hearty "F**k off" to anyone who says that boys aren't pressured to serve.

[_The Nehor]

You were on your way out and yet served a Mission anyways???? Weird.

No twat, not weird. You were pushed on a mission just as I was, I am sure. Go or be ostracized, a hearty "F**k off" to anyone who says that boys aren't pressured to serve.

Yeah, the pressure was psychotic.....oh no, wait, I wanted to go. I initiated the whole thing.

I apologize for my rudeness. I didn't realize you were feeble and weak-willed. Sorry, had to after the twat comment :)

[_Mercury]

Chicken behavior there, mercury. You should have stood up for your "anti-belief." You have nobody to blame but yourself. Keep kicking yourself. You deserve it.

I was forced into that situation. It appears this is going to be the sticking point I have to drive home to you and others.

And if you are so worried about losing precious time, why are you wasting so much time bellyaching on the message board?

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Its talk therapy. Exiting a high stress environment you have lived in your whole life and emerging into a calm, less confusing world is in itself a high stress situation, as if someone has died in your immediate family. Of course, I doubt you know this. You do not act as a professional would in a mental health field.

Look for signs of delusional thinking in your own convoluted world view before questioning the merits of chatting on this board.

Goddamned harpy.

[_Mercury]

You were on your way out and yet served a Mission anyways???? Weird.

No twat, not weird. You were pushed on a mission just as I was, I am sure. Go or be ostracized, a hearty "F**k off" to anyone who says that boys aren't pressured to serve.

Yeah, the pressure was psychotic.....oh no, wait, I wanted to go. I initiated the whole thing.

I apologize for my rudeness. I didn't realize you were feeble and weak-willed. Sorry, had to after the twat comment :)

You deserved the twat comment ever since the nurse screwed with your dosage and you have become emo Nehor.

[_The Nehor]

You deserved the twat comment ever since the nurse screwed with your dosage and you have become emo Nehor.

I think the emos would be offended by that. I was a goth.

[_Jersey Girl]

charity

Chicken behavior there, mercury. You should have stood up for your "anti-belief." You have nobody to blame but yourself. Keep kicking yourself. You deserve it.

And if you are so worried about losing precious time, why are you wasting so much time bellyaching on the message board?

Guacamoses. I can't believe I just read this. No, really.

[_Pokatator]

Chicken behavior there, mercury.

Charity, you have a lot of nerve and a whole lot of self-righteousness.

Mercury, was just doing what you have advised me and about everyone else here to do and that is to keep-on-keeping-on, pray, pay, and obey, borrow someone else's testimony until you get your own, keep the faith, don't give up, fake it until you make it, just go through the motions, and etc.

Mercury did, I did, until the paint fell off the wall and the wall fell down.

And you want to call that chicken behavior? You're the chicken. Mercury shows more strength, courage and integrity that you can imagine. Leaving the church ain't for chickens, it takes guts. Go put on your chicken blinders back on and hide behind them and spout some more of your self-righteous sputum.