Coggins7 wrote:Inconceivable wrote:Coggins7 wrote:No inconceivable. The real question is, why are you here?
I expected your reflexive response..
Answer the question. Why are you here? What is the payoff? What do you achieve by it?
If you've left the Church, why not move on?
Why the hate? Why the anger? Why the bitter pursuing of something that millions of others find satisfying and meaningful? Why the need to slander, defame, and impugn the GAs?
Why the
effort, inconceivable?
It's no secret.
I lived the religeon, Coggs. I was on the field.
I healed, I was healed. I taught, I was instructed. I qualified for a temple recommend. I followed the steps of repentance when I deviated and felt to sing the song of redeeming love. I know the Book of Mormon and the other standard works. I am familiar with the concepts of charity and what it means to be a child of Christ. I served an honorable mission, married in the temple, full tithe payer - always, read the Book of Mormon twice through with my family at 5:30am. All those that have known me (my friends, loved ones, peers and clients), have all known that I have been a TBM all of my life. It was who I was.
I'm here for the therapy.
My way of life came crashing down around me beginning several years ago when I discovered what you consider insignificant about the history of the church. Now I sift through the clay and iron that is the foundation of the church and what was once my life to salvage the good and wholesome from it.
I will leave it alone completely someday, once I have sorted out what does not rightfully belong to the church.
Until then, people like you will only be one of many testimonies of why I should never reconsider.
Though there is no requirement, you have yet to answer - and I asked you first.