JonasS wrote: I am just controversial in general though and can't help it, I like to argue in opposition of everything even if it means contradicting myself because to me everything can be opposedd accepted similtaniously.
A statement that really contradicts itself (e.g. "Joseph Smith found ancient gold plates and Joseph Smith did not find ancient gold plates") cannot be true.
I do not believe that in the important affairs of life you do not try hard to act on the basis of true beliefs about the world. Suppose for instance that you want to get to Glasgow. Do you care whether it is true that the train on platform 4 is going to Glasgow, and not to London? Of course you do. So why are you not interested in finding out which of your beliefs relating to the CoJCoLDS are true, and which are not, and then only advocating those you believe to be true? You would be doing your audience a favor, and treating them with respect.
JonasS wrote:I was more honest with my testimony last sunday than anyone I have ever seen bear their testimony and I made people cry and so many people came up to me afterwards and even texted me. I told them I don't believe in church and I don't think the Book of Mormon is true, but I have a testimony in other areas and I know church is good and the Book of Mormon helps me in my life. I just find it hard to accept. Apparently I took 10 minutes, I felt bad.
Uh-huh. How can an organisation that teaches something untrue be 'good'? Wouldn't you be better off finding what the world is actually like, and trying to find a way to live in it without having to join in a 'let's pretend' game?
After all, as someone once said:
"Things are as they are, and their consequences will be what they will be. That being so, why would one wish to be deceived?"