Inconceivable wrote:I've also had the experiences where those beyond the veil have confirmed to me that this god-awful Mormon church is true. So many events that I lost count.
Particularly when channelling during priesthood blessings. Sometimes I would even heal people (this ran in my family). There were many instances where I would say things that would not otherwise have crossed my mind. Things I would not have regarded if they had not flowed through me. Revealing a person's character and prophesying their future, messages from the Mormon god (mostly of his love for them - I think these were simply dead relatives posing), bringing a great deal of peace into the room, healing etc. After such channelling I would feel nearly and sometimes entirely exhausted. It used to blow me (and others) away the things I would say and the things that would occur. I enjoyed it at the time. It was quite humbling. I had to be "Mormon clean" to make it work. I would prepare myself by getting square with the Mormon god. I had to let go of my pride, my baggage and my preconceived notions. Just a committment to say whatever flowed through me. This was one reason why I knew early on that there was no way in hell, Joseph Smith was capable of the freeflow of revelation.
by the way, the moment I clicked the "enter" button to find out how many children Joseph and Emma had on the church's Geneological site this ability vanished - In other words's whoever they were that spoke through me. This was the first day of my inquisitiveness several years ago - the study that would lead me straightway out of the church. I haven't had the ability since. Now I would prefer not to have it. As I reflect back, it was misleading and meddling.
Yeah, no doubt, some of my dead relatives are yet deluded. Why else would they linger after seeing that the Mormon hereafter is not what they are experiencing. I'm sure many of them are meddling out of sheer denial.
I would submit, no offense intended, that all of this was in your head. There are no ghosts, there is no afterlife, there is no revelation. Human psychology is complex and confusing.
I realize this is probably offensive, but I don't mean it to be.