Dr. Shades wrote:I echo Jon. What's the spiritual experience you had that is convincing you to go back?
I don't know that describing my experience will mean anything to someone that didn't experience it.
For example, a Catholic could see an apparition of the Virgin Mary in a cloud or in a picture and come away feeling quite spiritual from it (it doesn't do anything for me, but I don't doubt it did for the Catholic).
A hiker could be sitting on the top of a mountain and feel a spiritual experience (you may not).
I could describe in detail what happened to me and most would say, "Eh..."
What I do know is that I've felt good feelings (warm fuzzies as they are called) listening to certain Weezer or Metallica songs. I've felt those same feelings listening to certain hymns performed by certain choirs. I must conclude that either the Spirit is testifying of the truthfulness of Metallica and Weezer or those warm feelings are simply an emotional reaction. I'm apt to describe warm feelings or fuzzies as not the Spirit at all, but I could be wrong.
My experience was far more (in my opinion) than warm fuzzies. I'm not prone to spiritual experiences. It has happened only once.
I've often questioned why it happened to me and hasn't happened to many others (especially others that want it to happen and end up leaving the church because it didn't). I've also questioned why the General Authorities will often say the witness may not come in a powerful way, but slowly and with quiet thoughts or assurances. That wasn't my experience. It did come in a very powerful, poignant and personal way.
That is why I look evidence in the face and go with my experience. Foolish? Backward? I have no good answers if anyone thinks that of me. I'd think it myself if I didn't have my experience to back me up.
It is what it is.
And in it's own way...it's still very frustrating that I don't have any good answers that would appeal to the logical mind.