Gadianton wrote:Mr. Stak,
Good points. I think I can fully resolve the issue.
As I've stated before, I am a spiritual eliminativist. This especially means that I do not believe people feel the HG, nor do they feel anything that they are misinterpreting as the HG, rather, they are just making it all up whole cloth. I do believe there is the occasional extraordinary experience, but these are not frequent enough to work as the backbone to the Mormon testimony across millions of people. You know how missionaries are always "identifying" the spirit? Well, does anyone need to have someone "identify" that they are seeing or hearing? No. These are lessons in fabrication. This goes on like crazy at the MTC where a good deal if not the majority of initiates are confused about the whole testimony thing. They aren't sure if they really have one. Well, within weeks, they are declaring all the amazing things they've felt to investigators and known their whole lives.
Testimonies are "don't ask, don't tell." One is not brainwashed per se, but submits to a culture where bullshitting about one's knowledge of gospel things is the expectation and one learns this behavior. Privately, it's common for members to share doubts.
Interestingly, the reason folks don't subject these "feelings" to skepticism isn't because they are protective, rather, it's because they know they are just making up the report of feelings and there is nothing to be skeptical about. Folks will subject their sight or hearing to skepticism. They will subject their love of spouse etc. to skepticism as well. They would subject their spiritual experiences to skepticism too under the right circumstances if they really had these experiences. But they aren't. This is a powerful position for the Church to be in. If real feelings were involved, then second guessing could become a problem. But once you submit to the b***s*** club, you're good. unless...
You know how Brigham Young said, "pray you never see an angel, those who have, left the Church?" (or similar) This is ridiculous. If folks really saw an angel they'd be far less likely to leave. But in the b***s*** club, those who spin unusually bizarre tales strain the tacit "don't ask don't tell" agreement. Why do they do it? Self-promotion, vying for increased influence, power, or even attention from the opposite sex. It's a risk. If the risk doesn't pay off, if the person doesn't get the promotion or get the girl, then it might not be worth it to stick around, "screw you guys, I'm going home."
Good post and quite interesting.
I agree partially. I would say that the fabrication is sometimes closer to confabulation in that they are not fullly aware that they are making it up. Also, there are sometimes feelings but these are just whatever feelings one can grope around inside oneself and find when the confabulation starts.
Obviously old ladies and old men are crying a lot in church and this is a sign that there is some feeling happening. Unfortunately, it is an ordinary feeling and a trumped up one at that.
I also agree that we get lessons on how and when to start the fabricating. We learn to BS ourselves too and this seals the deal.
Of course, some, maybe many, Mormons have at some point in their lives had an unusual feeling of the kind almost anyone has. In such cases it may take a moment to make a mundane attribution or self description such as "I am elated" or "I am dizzy" or "I am high". The well trained Mormon will use that slight delay to insert an attribution to the Holy Ghost if there is the slightest excuse--an excuse such as that fact the person is in church or was just praying.
When I told people about feeling the Holy Ghost, I was BS-ing but the first person I BS-ed was myself. Once you realize it, from then on it becomes apparent that others are doing it too--there are many little signs.
By the way, I suspect a certain amount of BSing even when one tells someone that they are in love with them and so forth. These are learned roles we play.
Shakespeare was right.