My atheist "coming to Jesus" moment
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My atheist "coming to Jesus" moment
I am one of those Mormons who "took the religion too seriously" and "mysteriously missed the memo" on rocks in hat and Fanny Alger. In short, I was foreordained to fall from grace because my mopologitic liahona is broken.
I spent 23 years of my life wondering whether or not God would accept me. Most of this time, I assumed I wasn't ready to meet him. This might sound dramatic but it was just part of my life. My sins were like an appendage. When I spoke to the bishops, I always left feeling like I could have said more but didn't. I always felt there was more to dig out of my stinky closet. Over time, I grew accustomed to this feeling. It's like living with a sliver under your skin.
Then, just this morning while taking a shower, it dawned on me in a flash thought like a bolt of lightning. There is no God planning to show the Quark movie! I started laughing outloud. In my laughter, I covered my face with my hands. Soon, my laughter turned to sobbing. I cried it all out and then I was free. In 23 years I have never experienced anything like it. Everything was gone. I watched in run down the drain. It was my past and it has finally left me.
Praise the Lord.
Amen.
Oh, and I attended a non-Mormon church with my family today. We had a fine time.
I spent 23 years of my life wondering whether or not God would accept me. Most of this time, I assumed I wasn't ready to meet him. This might sound dramatic but it was just part of my life. My sins were like an appendage. When I spoke to the bishops, I always left feeling like I could have said more but didn't. I always felt there was more to dig out of my stinky closet. Over time, I grew accustomed to this feeling. It's like living with a sliver under your skin.
Then, just this morning while taking a shower, it dawned on me in a flash thought like a bolt of lightning. There is no God planning to show the Quark movie! I started laughing outloud. In my laughter, I covered my face with my hands. Soon, my laughter turned to sobbing. I cried it all out and then I was free. In 23 years I have never experienced anything like it. Everything was gone. I watched in run down the drain. It was my past and it has finally left me.
Praise the Lord.
Amen.
Oh, and I attended a non-Mormon church with my family today. We had a fine time.
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Re: My atheist "coming to Jesus" moment
Congratulations, quark, for shedding that yoke of Mormon shame and guilt.
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Re: My atheist "coming to Jesus" moment
quark wrote:Then, just this morning while taking a shower, it dawned on me in a flash thought like a bolt of lightning. There is no God planning to show the Quark movie! . . . Oh, and I attended a non-Mormon church with my family today. We had a fine time.
If there's no God, what's the point of attending any church, non-Mormon or otherwise?
"Finally, for your rather strange idea that miracles are somehow linked to the amount of gay sexual gratification that is taking place would require that primitive Christianity was launched by gay sex, would it not?"
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Dr. Shades wrote:quark wrote:Then, just this morning while taking a shower, it dawned on me in a flash thought like a bolt of lightning. There is no God planning to show the Quark movie! . . . Oh, and I attended a non-Mormon church with my family today. We had a fine time.
If there's no God, what's the point of attending any church, non-Mormon or otherwise?
I did not read it as no god, altogether, just not a god that will show the Quark movie. quark appears to yet believe in god, just not a god that will show sin movies at judgment.
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Re: My atheist "coming to Jesus" moment
Dr. Shades wrote:quark wrote:Then, just this morning while taking a shower, it dawned on me in a flash thought like a bolt of lightning. There is no God planning to show the Quark movie! . . . Oh, and I attended a non-Mormon church with my family today. We had a fine time.
If there's no God, what's the point of attending any church, non-Mormon or otherwise?
If there's no God what's the point of talking about it or devoting a forum to a religion?
Failure is not falling down but refusing to get up.
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Jersey Girl wrote:If there's no God what's the point of talking about it or devoting a forum to a religion?
The point is that people who believe in God and religion indisputably do exist. This tends to have an effect on how many people interact with said adherents.
That's General Leo. He could be my friend if he weren't my enemy.
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Re: My atheist "coming to Jesus" moment
Dr. Shades wrote:If there's no God, what's the point of attending any church, non-Mormon or otherwise?
Genesis 2:18
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Re: My atheist "coming to Jesus" moment
Free at last, free at last! Thank god almighty we're free at last!
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Re: My atheist "coming to Jesus" moment
Hello, Mr. Quark.
Good for you. It took me a bit longer, but I had a similar experience. I don't think there's a god, but on occasion I'll attend a Catholic service simply because I like their rituals (it probably has something to do with my mission to Peru).
Walk your path, brother. Never be afraid to see something for what it is, though.
-VRDRC
Good for you. It took me a bit longer, but I had a similar experience. I don't think there's a god, but on occasion I'll attend a Catholic service simply because I like their rituals (it probably has something to do with my mission to Peru).
Walk your path, brother. Never be afraid to see something for what it is, though.
-VRDRC
In the face of madness, rationality has no power - Xiao Wang, US historiographer, 2287 AD.
Every record...falsified, every book rewritten...every statue...has been renamed or torn down, every date...altered...the process is continuing...minute by minute. History has stopped. Nothing exists except an endless present in which the Ideology is always right.
Every record...falsified, every book rewritten...every statue...has been renamed or torn down, every date...altered...the process is continuing...minute by minute. History has stopped. Nothing exists except an endless present in which the Ideology is always right.
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Re: My atheist "coming to Jesus" moment
Atheists are terrible immoral people, you don't want to be one.