RayAgostini wrote:
I'm pretty sure we're coming from different perspectives, Blixa.
No kidding! But I hope that's what makes for useful exchange.
I acquired a "spiritual outlook" when I was eight years old ("schooled" by Catholic priests and nuns), and began reading, and respecting the Bible when I was ten. It's no real mystery why I "gravitated" towards Mormonism, and particularly the Book of Mormon, which I've read more than 20 times (stopped counting at 20, or more like lost track it was so many times).
I don't think I ever had a spiritual outlook other than what I gleaned through literature. My childhood reading and basic classical undergraduate work gave me a real curiosity about Catholicism, enough to go to Mass a few times and strike up some conversations with Father Meersman--a well known "activist" Utah priest. The short version: Catholicism was aesthetically and intellectually lush; by comparison Mormonism was bare. And it was hard to overlook the black priesthood ban and the rather in your face, or in MY face, sexism. (Believe me, I didn't give Catholicism a patriarchal pass, but all those medieval intellectual nuns made it a better fantasy.)
I don't perceive you as being a "negative" contributor here. Maybe I'm missing something. I know you're interested in history, and have a great fondness for Utah/Mormon history, and appreciate the cultural heritage.
I don't think I'm negative either, but I am critical. Critical of the contemporary LDS institution, critical of some of its history and, most importantly, critical of the history of that history. But for me, any sustained critique must have a component of respect: one criticizes in order to produce something better. There is a better history of Mormonism yet to be told and generations of sincere believers, both living and dead, deserve it.
If you've gained from being here, more power to you. I haven't....Maybe I should use the ignore feature more? lol.
I can NOT recommend the Ignore feature more highly. It keeps me from being distracted by posters of all stripes: some who are provocatively trolling, some who have only the same point to make over and over and some who may have perfectly reasonable things to say, but who are engaged in arguments I don't find urgent.
But, I do think you have gained from here Ray. Do you really think you haven't at all?
From the Ernest L. Wilkinson Diaries: "ELW dreams he's spattered w/ grease. Hundreds steal his greasy pants."