Quasimodo wrote:That's a good question, Harold.
For me it's not a question of what I want. It's more a question of what is true. I would very much like to know what is true. Whether an existence beyond death or a peaceful nothingness. I'll except either.
That's pretty much where I stand too. People think that when I do posts like these that I have some kind of "ulterior motive" or "belief", that I
want it "to be true". While I'm quite sure that was my motive at times in the past, age and experience have given me very different perspectives. And actually, the prospect of continuing to exist is
more daunting than ceasing to exist forever, because if the latter is true, you won't even know you existed! But if the former is true that opens all kinds of possibilities, including bad ones.
Overall, so far (I'm 58) I can say I've enjoyed most of my "earth life", and I tend to look back on the positives rather than the negatives, and like to reminisce on the "good times". But to do something
like this all over again? I'd rather be dead for eternity.
If I did wish for a continuing existence, I'd hope that
this one ("earth life") was only something like learning to ride a three-wheeler, and the future holds something like riding a Saturn 5 rocket into space. And if there's some kind of progression, so that the next "experience" is better than this one, more educational, more intelligent, etc., then I might wish for it. But as things stand, I only try to evaluate what the possibilities might be (as Quas says, "the facts" we have from research and experiences to date), not what I "
know as a fact", so I at least try to keep informed, with the proverbial "open mind".
International Association for Near Death Studies.