This bit was classic:
Eventually, I’ll write up my account of the episode. Sooner rather than later, I hope. I almost certainly won’t publish it. Not, anyway, for a very, very long time, if at all. It will, however, go into my life story or autobiography, and a copy of it will surely go into my papers, wherever they end up. I was serious in citing George Orwell above; I take seriously the idea of controlling, or at least of having a say in, how future historians will understand their past (my present). I won’t permit the story to be told solely by those either hostile to me or uninformed. I feel that I owe that to myself, and, frankly, to the truth.
What, he imagines that some archive is going to be interested in his "papers"? Is this the place where, at last, we'll finally get to see everything we expected about his Skinny-L exchanges, and his gossip about Quinn, Ritner, and others? The thing is: he's hoping that he can singlehandedly control whether or not vast numbers of people have a low opinion of him, but the fact remains that he's done nothing to apologize for or assuage all the damaging and abusive things he's done over the past 30 years. Nothing can erase the 30+ years of FARMS articles, SHIELDS fight-picking, messageboard condescension and nastiness, L-Skinny shenanigans, and now the embarrassing stuff on
MI. He could try to pursue other, more positive projects in the hopes that they will overshadow all the past stuff, but I kind of think that it's too late, and that his days are numbered. Him writing down some whiny missive for future historical interest is not going to exonerate him.
"[I]f, while hoping that everybody else will be honest and so forth, I can personally prosper through unethical and immoral acts without being detected and without risk, why should I not?." --Daniel Peterson, 6/4/14