Res Ipsa wrote:Where did you basically admit that your brain has serious doubts about the existence of God? That doesn't square with your comments below.
I thought I had mention shortly before and in other post that the Mormon God has eluded me. I have beliefs of what happened, that are God-Like but not God. But that is a different story.
SPG wrote:In my search for God, I haven't found the Mormon God. I have met Archangels, Michael included, but none of them brought up Mormonism.
Res Ipsa wrote:Yes, the human imagination is boundless. But most of what folks imagine could be true might as well be sugar.
I disagree. I have found from personal experience that pretending I am healthy doesn't work. But, believing we are special, believing we will triumph, believing we are righteous, believing God chose us, does have effect.
Res Ipsa wrote:SPG wrote:I was angry at God. Then I cursed God and went about trying to understand the world without God.
I didn't get far. A world without God made no sense to me. The more I tried to explain life without higher beings the more stupid it seemed.
I was never angry with God. I never cursed God. I never tried to understand the world without God. I just tried to understand the world. And after decades of reading and studying to try and figure out how the world worked, I gradually realized that God was not necessary to make the world work.
How do you explain consciousness? How do your explain existence from nothing? How you explain infinite universes from nothing?
Res Ipsa wrote:SPG wrote:I see so much more than what science tries to explain. Someone said that science admits they don't understand everything. But they don't even acknowledge stuff like the soul, memories of past lives, connection to higher beings through mediation, psychic visions of other beings.
You see? I think that every time you read of someone's anecdotal experience, you decide it must mean something other than something happening within their brain. Science studies evidence. And what science teaches us about memories of subjective experiences are about the least reliable evidence that exists.
This goes back to my definition of real. If it has influence, it is real. ie, if man crosses the road and sees a ghost of his Aunt Mary and is so overcome with amazement, he steps out to cross the street. He is hit by a bus and killed. His child grows up lonely and angry, starts a rock band that brings all countries together in peace and friendship, blah, blah, blah. The point is, regardless of what the man actually saw, a flash of light, a look alike, a memory, etc, it was the "idea that it was Aunt Mary" that caused him to cause the street.
If a man imagines himself a Son of God and goes on mission and changes the world, has is that imagining not real? If a person thinks themselves worthless and kills themselves, how is that imagining not real? Whether a belief in completely private or a shared public belief, it has influence. It is real. Whether you think it true or not doesn't matter, it influences that mind that it is in, it is part of the universe.
One electron might not have a lot of influence, but it adds. So do the effect of believing. Science can observe the effects of a lot of electrons at once, but not really considering that each electron plays a role in a electrical force. Such is the power of thought, belief, and faith.
Res Ipsa wrote:SPG wrote:I have tried to share my ideas and experiences with what I might consider parallel ideas or sciences. I am trying to discuss my ideas and perspective with a common language. I am not trying to convert anyone. But I have found a few people that seem to understand. I don't try to brain was them, they just seen to see what I see, in part.
It certainly appears to me that you've been trying to persuade people that your version of God is real and that people who leave the Mormon church shouldn't abandon God. I think that's different from simply discussing ideas. But that's not really even what I object to: what I object to is communicating false information and ideas as if it were fact. I could literally spend days on nonsense you've posted here tracking down and discussing the actual evidence that you continually exaggerate and misrepresent. The mermaid cave paintings is a great example. Tons of people like you have posted cave paintings of mermaids on their Pinterest accounts as evidence of mermaids, when what they are actually posting are CGI images created for the fake documentary. But you asserted it as fact. Based on what you've posted here, you simply latch onto anything that smacks of mystery and supernatural without any skepticism at all. But information backed by science and evidence, you flat out reject.
I'm skeptic as hell. But somethings are interesting to consider and pretty much harmless. Someone shows a me a picture ghost, I'm the first to debunk it. But, I'm still very open to the idea that conscious energy can manifest to humans.
Res Ipsa wrote:SPG wrote:That you guys think you have nailed me down and boxed me in, you haven't even come close. I admit I don't know much, but I believe a lot of things strongly enough I would be my life on.
I don't think I've nailed you down and boxed you in. It does look like you think it's important not to be nailed down on anything. You make strong claims, then you back away and say you know nothing. But I don't think you really believe that, because it doesn't show in how you post. I think it's a nice dodge when someone shows that one of your claims is nonsense.
Maybe, but I think that this is nonsense, to some degree. Or maybe not nonsense, but illusion. I'm not the first to suggest this, but I definitely see it. That doesn't mean that I can control the illusion, but I have thoughts about why.
Res Ipsa wrote:SPG wrote:Do I have doubts? Tons and tons. Do I want God to exist? Absolutely!
But one doubt I don't have: Is there a God? I could not find evidence that there wasn't a God. I could describe God several ways. But you cannot show someone God, they have to find him.
And that's the fundamental problem: You keep claiming that neither your nor anyone else can really know anything. Except you know there is a God. And you make up an excuse for God: that you can't show God to anyone. One thing that's neat about contradictory premises: you can logically prove anything.
Maybe I can be allowed to make a distinction between "knowing and having no doubt." Like, I don't know the sun will come up tomorrow, it could implode, or the earth could blow up. But I don't doubt that it will come up. I have not reason to doubt that it will come up like it always has. I don't KNOW exactly what God is, and I'm not sure how to explain him, but I have no doubt that consciousness is the root of existence. I cannot imagine that anything else could create stuff.