Kishkumen wrote:Moreover, how can we know that Jesus did rise from the dead? All we know is that some of his followers seem to have believed he rose from the dead.
We KNOW because Jesus is yet faithful today to fulfill his promise. With out sufficient forethought, therefore I did not know what to expect out of great personal NEED I sought the Lord to heal me of my inflicted weakness that robbed me of a whole soul. As a Senior in High School I realized that I must fix what my parents purposely put upon me. I went to Colorado and hung out with the real hippies, but then I chose to forsake them and at that moment of choice I first felt a love from God. Thus my purposefulness was fixed. I went back to work to earn enough to venture out alone again, this time to Los Angeles. I was a bass guitar player and wasted a month in LA only slightly seeking but fasting Saturday night to Monday morning. After New Years Day 1970 I quit all other considerations and focused upon my quest for a healing from God. On the way down to California my car broke a water hose in the middle of nowhere, at night. Here is where I first prayed a NON-ROTE prayer. I was learning how to pray in earnest. I now walked out to the beach in Santa Monica nearly 8 miles each way. I was drawing out my soul and distilling my thoughts to one intent upon being healed of God from the emotional crippling I accepted from the extreme resentment and refusal to validate not even once loving eye contact from my parents. I accepted their script and did not rebel and attended to their every whim....waiting....but then they showed up at a teenage night club where my band was headlining with our name on a banner out front. I did not even tell them, but my friend was jealous because I was more creative at the time and he would not have it so he invited both our parents to show up. It was the most uncool thing that could possibly happen. We got tossed. So no need to wait for their approbation.
Distilling my soul while watching the waves roll in by the Santa Monica Pier for three weeks, doing nothing else but walk out and walk back and praying and fasting and feeling charity for the people I passed each way. Ignoring the LDS Los Angeles Temple I passed by twice. I had no expectation of being Mormon.
Then I was taken into the depths of humility by the impression of God upon my soul. I was asked 'if I was willing to take upon me the name of Jesus Christ with full purpose of heart and at any and all hazard.' I agreed. Then I was taken down to a second level of earnestness and contrition, same thing was put to my mind and again I agreed. A third time at the bottom of my soul I was qualified one more time in the very depths of humility and earnestness. I agreed. Got up and walked around my bed in sleeping room I rented off Sunset Strip on Gardner across from the Denny's.
The same event witnessed of throughout the Old Testament when prophets were given a new heart from God, and promised in the Book of Mormon throughout and specified in Acts Chapter One which is the baptism of fire and of the Holy Ghost did in fact fall upon me and I was beyond healed, I was given a new heart and soul, my mind was quickened, I had a sudden thought about one of my band mates fate that he would soon die, (a little over a month later he did) This was not the traitor who envied my talent, but a really good friend and neighbor and an great musician who happened to teach me rhythm drumming on his knees on our way up to Camp Steiner in the High Uintahs as boy scouts, it was 7/8 time. da, duh, da, duh, da, dut, dut. I knew he was about to go by revelation at the same moment God was healing me and making me his.
Joseph Smith did not know this gospel when he was receiving the Book of Mormon. But it is there from beginning to end. Christianity has forgotten this gospel to this very day. Mormons are so darkened in their minds by partaking of the sacrament unworthily for 190 years that they can not see it still.
The Book of Mormon was written in Reformed Egyptian script and their words were great and difficult to place upon a plate. God revealed 'His' reading of the Book of Mormon to Joseph Smith. I suppose he did the same with the gospel writers. People can overthink and call it critical but the only thing critical about it is that they must get to the conclusion they desire.
My life since has been abundant in the gifts of God and I have progressed up 'till today. Might be the only one. I honestly have not found another. Nobody yet preaches this gospel I have experienced and what all scripture commands. Jesus said about it that 'no man can come unto him except the Father draw him' and that just the way it's gonna be.