Actually, you didn’t answer my question at all. It’s just vagueries. We’ll try this again. What parts of Mormonism were a fabricated farce? Please be specific about the “fabricated farce” that caused you to apostatize.MG 2.0 wrote: ↑Wed Jun 08, 2022 3:57 pmAs we mature and gain experience and understanding we reach certain pivot points where what was once little understood becomes open to further enlightenment and comprehension. It’s a natural progression unless that process is inhibited or stumped along the way. You can see examples of this all around you. Education follows that pattern. The workplace follows that pattern. Relationships follow that pattern. Religious/metaphysical knowledge and understanding follows that pattern. Scientific knowledge and understanding follows that pattern.Doctor CamNC4Me wrote: ↑Wed Jun 08, 2022 11:57 am
What parts of Mormonism were a fabricated farce?
- Doc
As I grew and matured I came across things that didn’t fit in with my traditional views and understandings of ‘Mormonism’ and the Restoration. Science and religion. Conflicts in moral values. Creationism and scientism. Etc.
Pivot points.
Just like many, I gradually…and then suddenly…hit the wall. Where to go? Hard times. Very hard.
I had to decide where and what to do. And as it was, I had a family that was moving along, generally, on a traditional ‘LDS path’. So for a while I mimicked that activity as best I could. It was hard. Very hard.
Somewhere along the line I decided to do more study and also look at trying to keep a balance in what I was reading. To look at everything and turn it all upside down and look at everything I could both pro and con. Science. Religion. Philosophical views maintained by believers and non believers. Etc.
A gradual pivoting took place. I decided that it would NOT be unreasonable to move forward with a tentative/conditional belief and faith in a creator God. Small as it was having started from a point of general non belief. As that ‘seed’ grew I was able to then come back to those areas of church history, science and religion, moral discrepancies, etc., and work on those from the perspective of believing in God. I continued to ask the question, “If God exists…then?” I looked at various puzzle pieces that didn’t seem to fit and looked to see why they didn’t SEEM to fit and then look at various options and perspectives…with the help of others…that helped those pieces come together more uniformly. Perfectly? Sometimes. Always? Not completely.
A reconstruction of faith beyond/different from what had been. A new beginning. A rebirth of sorts.
What once was lost to my understanding because of incomplete understanding was now open to my consciousness where it hadn’t been before. Much work. Much patience. And some deep thought, prayer, and introspection.
I realized that the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints stood a greater chance of being ‘God’s Truth’ than any other system of belief and/or understanding in the worldwide market place of ideas/philosophies. It was for EVERYONE that was willing to accept Jesus Christ and be willing to conform their lives to living a fullness of His Gospel.
It didn’t happen over night. Did I become stuck in ruts along the way? Yes. But I kept the wheels turning and kept moving rather than staying stuck and giving up the fight for faith.
Those things that had led me to think that Mormonism was a ‘fabricated farce’ no longer held the weight that they had. In fact, I came to see how those things actually fit into a system where God allows for agency, growth, and understanding on the part of His children.
Here I am. And there you are! Probably more than you asked for.
Regards,
MG
- Doc